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I've never been one to hide my feelings. In fact, most people would describe me as an "Open book, pictures included." My life story may be common knowledge but most people forget to read the fine print. I'm a basket case of contradictions, I treat people by how they react to me or by what they say behind my back.
Some people claim that I craved the attention that I received after my mother killed herself and my father was sent to jail for helping with her "assisted" suicide. If I'm honest, I guess that is partially true. After my mother died, I lost all sense of reality. Life became a terribly written sitcom and I became an actor forced to perform with a half written script.
It's funny how drastically your life can change in a split second. This past year, I've gone from "quiet and withdrawn" to "weird "suicidal genes" girl". But I don't give a damn about what people say about me. I know WHO I am. I'm the girl with her head in the clouds and her heart out at sea. I want to travel the world - I want to experience everything. Life is far too short to dwell on the past or focus on the negative. Call me selfish but I'm done living for other people.
This is my life and it's ending... One minute at a time. ™
